Cannot believe its been soo long since I last wrote. Obviously writing and getting some things off my chest did me some good. I do not feel so claustrophobic anymore. I can breathe again. I feel like a new me. Now don't get me wrong, not every things okay. As much as I feel like I am finding my way back to what I like to refer to as the "old" me. I still feel lost in some areas. As I write not knowing what to write about God is currently putting something on my heart. I know its something other have struggled with as I have myself. . .
I am way to trusting of a person. Some would call me naive. I just REALLY want to see the good in everyone. I will trust you until you hurt me and then again after that. I do not put up walls for people to break through or make them just through hoops. I just trust them one hundred percent from the first time I meet them. Some have told me I should not do that, that I will get hurt. Believe me I have and it sucks. But no matter how many times I get hurt and let down I cannot change. Maybe I should guard my feeling and my heart, but then I I did that then I wouldn't really be me.
For those that hurt other and lie I just ask why? Do you feel better about yourself when you put other down? Do you lie so much that you are even lying to yourself. Are the lies between the truth and the lies blurred? I just ask that when you open your mouth to lie, remember you are lying to the one that would trust you to the end of time. The one who believes you would never hurt them. The one who thinks that you will be here forever.
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