Faith

In a really good place currently physically, emotionally, and spiritually. Its such an amazing feeling when you release yourself. Its nice to know that if he bring you to it, he will bring you thought it. Slowly I am getting through it. Its amazing how life works. When all is stacked against you and you are ready to give you see one little speck of light and then another and another until all that is shining through the dark clouds is the bright light. Life is not easy. We are often pushed to point of breaking. That's when the strong rise above and the weak fall. There has been plenty of times that I have wanted to quit but something would not let me. I am learning more every day to listen to my instincts are they are true.

I know that people wonder in amazement how I do it. Honestly on my exterior I may show a brave front when inside its all I can do to stand. Its not easy ever. There are always to choices to succumb to everything that is weighing you down or to overcome it. I have chosen to overcome it. Actually I really didn't have a choice I have a child I have to live for. I have to be strong and brave for him. I have to carry on for him. I also have to do it for Christ.