Questions

NO matter how strong my faith is I still have my moments of doubts, of questioning God. I know that he will never give me more than I can handle and that if he brings me to it then he will bring me through it but seriously when will I ever catch a break. I really just want to be happy to have someone in my live who loves the hell outta me. Is that too much to ask for. It seems like I ALWAYS get the short end of the stick. A failed engagement, debt, loosing Cody, etc, etc, etc. It just keeps going. I know that others are also facing things sometimes much harder things than me but seriously I am raising a child on my own. Its sort of comical to think back, I NEVER wanted kids. I really never though I would have them much less be a single mother. God does have his own plan for us all. I know that there are reasons why he has done the things that he has with my life. I know that going through all of this will make me a stronger person in the end. I know that every person he has put in my life rather it be for a moment or a lifetime has been for a reason. I really just wish that he would cut me a break. I mean really am I not strong enough? What more does he have in store for me?