Relationships

Relationships of all kinds are really amazing to me. I believe God truly chooses whom he puts in our lives. Some are here just for a short while and others forever, but that all leave a mark on our heart. My best friend is back from college its amazing how you get us together and it like we have been together every minute for the last four years even tho we have only seen each other a handful of times. God makes some relationship soo deep and true that they last a lifetime. I am soo thankful for that.

I think the hardest relationships are those with people that are only in our lives for a short time. I really hate change so to loose theses people regardless of the reason is hard for me. I know that God has his great plan and sometimes we only need to learn a lesson from theses people and then their time in our lives is done. It just really sucks to loose touch with someone who is still there. I feel that is far easier to loose some one who has died. I know that people go their own separate ways but I feel as if I did something wrong to loose them. Its a very hard lesson but I have had to learn that I cannot keep putting myself out there for the one who cannot make time for me. It just sets me up to get hurt. I guess I just care too much.