Emotions

This is something that has been laying on my heart for awhile so here goes. There are soo many emotions out them and I believe I have been through them all. Happiness, sadness, grief, anger, sorrow, optimism, lust, love, envy, disbelief, and on and on. I truly believe the hardest emotion of all to go though is loneliness. Is weird to be all alone & lonely. Its like the silence just overtakes you. You want someone with you but there is no one. No one to talk to, no one to share the amazing and funny things that happened in your day, no one to just sit and snuggle on the couch with. There is no one but you. Your brain takes over thinking about what could of been and what should of been. You over analyze every possibly way it could of played out. Everything thing that got you to where you are now.

Honestly I would much rather go through any other emotion any given day than loneliness. I would cry a thousand tears if I never had to be alone again. People do not understand until they too are completely alone. We are all faced with this emotion at one point in our lives and how we each deal with is is different from teh next peopel. Many sink into a deep depression while others are fighters. I chose to fight the loneliness, to bring people into my life, to remember that even in my deepest sorrow God is ALWAYS with me.

"The most terrible poverty is loneliness, and the feeling of being unloved." Mother Theresa